I’m Tapping Out…

I said on my Facebook page @JBBurrageEnt that I might post in the blog tonight. Well, here it is. It’s going to be really short.

I’m clocking out. My mind feels burned out. I said on my Facebook post that I was taking a mental health break, and that’s what I’m going to do. For the time being, I’m going to disconnect. Yes, I will still scroll through social media and watch y’all act a fool. Yes, I will watch videos. Yes, I will shake my head in disbelief at how stupid our society has become. Then I will shut it off.

Unless you have directly been talking to me, I probably won’t reach out to you. So don’t be mad if you decide to reach out to me today after I haven’t heard from you in months, and I don’t reply back.

Some are y’all are snitches, and would rather tell on me to be in my business, rather than just simply talk to me before you run your mouth. I got two words for you: Fuck you. Go snitch on that.

Emails will be replied to after I am done with my break, unless they are URGENT or email that I was already waiting for.

Some of y’all have my phone number. I doubt some of y’all will use it, but it’s okay. It’s okay to call or text. Just don’t ask me a bunch of questions about why I’m taking this break or what’s wrong. Respect my decision to tell you as much, or as little, as I want to tell you. Push me and I will cut you off completely. By the way, I’m more likely to respond by text than by phone, and if I want to talk on the phone, I will say so. If that’s a problem for you, I don’t know what else to tell you.

During this time, I will be focusing on me getting my business ready, getting much-needed sleep (even if it’s in the middle of the day), decluttering my brain, and watching a bunch of useless TV. I probably won’t even go outside. I will also play a bunch of games on my phone, during my few moments of consciousness. How often I respond depends on how lucid I am. I will also problem do a bunch of senseless shit that will have some of y’all question the reason of my existence. Don’t worry about it. It’s my time to get my mind right. If you’re not concerned, worry about your own life and stay out of mine.

I will also work on getting my next post ready for bphope.com. I got an interesting suggestion for a topic, and I need to make sure I tackle it correctly (thank you…you know who you are).

Come to think of it, I don’t owe anyone an explanation of what I will be doing during my mental health break. I will do what I want to do, and it’s none of anybody’s business.

A lot has happened to me in the last few months, especially in the last couple of months, and I just need time to get myself together. Right now, I’m not happy or feeling well. Don’t judge me, and don’t try to drill to the root of the problem. Respect me and my wishes.

Send me funny videos. I actually watch them.

See you later.

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